INTRIGUING BUT POIGNANT REALIZATION

I was walking up a road while suddenly I came to a point of realization . LOOK AROUND YOU : EVERYTHING IS SPANNING ITSELF INTO A COLOSSAL  DECAY .

DECAY......

yeah , decay. Decay in what ??? ONE might think..
MY answer is : WHAT NOT.

Recently I was at a theater , watching a"telugu movie" . People around me were laughing and even slightly whistling . BUT  I really  couldn't understand what it was they were enjoying or something that i'm not getting . WAS something wrong with me ? well definitely it should be . Because a entire hall was enjoying it but I couldn't utter slight laugh or glimpse at the screen . SO SOMETHIING WAS WRONG WITH ME .

ON A ENTIRELY DIFFERENT POINT WHAT IF ??? IF AND ONLY IF .... SOMETHING WAS NOT WRONG WITH ME ...

So either way if I was normal and yeah the people around me were too infact . Then what in gods name do they get to understand something filthy and full of garbage while I don't .

Let me remind something things of similar with which I assumed something was wrong but it was entirely different case of scenarios .

People have a penchant for being dumb . OR THEY ARE BAD AT ACCEPTANCE . OR THEY ARE GOOD ...VERY GOOD AT DENIAL ...
WELL....

What I have to do with anything  like that ? Why should I give a damn ? WHY should write big freaking paragraph ranting about that ?
WELL I'M NOT GREAT AT DENIAL NOR ACCEPTANCE .
I HAVE BEEN WRITING OR SAYING SUCH STUFF EVER SINCE A LONG TIME I STARTED NOTICING THE WORLD AROUND ME . I KNOW PEOPLE WHO DO . I HAVE FRIENDS WHO DO . MANY A PERSON I KNOW DOES RAISE A POLITE DISSENT . MY FATHER DOES RAISE HIS VOICE TIME TO TIME WHEN HE FEELS THE SYSTEM IS TOO LOST .

WELL THEN WHAT IS THE NEED TO WRITE ABOUT SUCH STUFF . AND IN CAPS . AM I A RANTING ASSHOLE . DON'T I HAVE WORK TO DO .

I DID SEE ENOUGH TO SPEAK MY MIND .

There are bad institutions and half of them not educational . And these weird institutions have been developed for over a long period of time .
These are trivial for anyone to know . For example these institutions say that you study this or you live your life like this or because life is constructed this way or everybody does this so should you .
It says we should not raise your voice you will be judged . We should somehow love these senseless things . There is no reason why . We just should . That is the way it is .We should say that we are free . And are we really free in sense or choice .

THESE so called institutions decide what you should watch ,eat , sleep ,piss and shit . They even say the magical words that life is nothing building career or earning money or even worse . These institutions are invisible but we are bound to that . THEY IMPLY MANY THINGS WHICH MANY  DO APPLY TO THEIR  LIFE . They say that this is what music is or even say this is what a film is or this is what life should be like . But actually in the basic sense what everyone is saying is very good is actually just full of shit .

IN THE ETERNAL WORDS FROM ATLAS SHRUGGED: 

YOUR MYSTICS PREACH BODY WITHOUT A SOUL IS A CORPSE AND SOUL WITHOUT A BODY IS A GHOST .

More elaborately we are being forced to adapt to some bad, bad attitudes . WE are being forced digest such idiotic stuff down our gullet . 

What is the point anyway . When someone tells you its not hygenic or even  good to defecate openly no we won't care . We just  keep on defecating  everywhere . 

We have a bad habit of barging into other people's lives and just decide things for them blatantly . We teach everyone how to live and keep on implying the correct path of career is not what they have chosen . 

WE ARE A SOCIALLY ACTIVE SOCIETY . OH YEAH EVERY BIT OF SARCASM INCLUDED . WE ARE JUST SOCIAL IN SOCIAL NETWORKS . WE SOMEHOW ARE INCULCATING THIS TO OUR KIDS TOO . EVERY ONE IS BEING FORCED WITH A URGENCY OF HAVING SOCIAL LIFE ON SOCIAL NETWORKS . FRIENDS DON'T MEET UP ANYMORE NOR FAMILIES . SCREW IT , WE HAVE FACEBOOK. KIDS ARE NOT KIDS ANYMORE . STUDENTS ARE NOT STUDENTS ANYMORE .  WE JUST LOVE USING PHONES ITS SOME SORT OF A WEIRD STATUS EVERYONE IS APPLYING THEMSELVES TO . THIS MINDLESS EXERCISE IS MANDATORY  FOR EVERYONE . WE DON'T EVEN READ OR WATCH NEWS ANYMORE.

SCREW IT WE HAVE INTERNET WE HAVE FACEBOOK TWITTER ALL KINDS OF BULLSHIT . WE  APPLY TO THIS MINDLESS LOGIC . HOW MANY KIDS ARE PLAYING OUTSIDE ? NO THEY SHOULD NOT PARENTS SAY . THEY GIVE THEM MOBILES TO PLAY . AND IN TURN THESE PARENTS WILL CHILDISHLY COMPLAIN THAT THEIR KIDS DON'T LEAVE THEIR PHONES AT HOME FOR A MINUTE . THEY ARE SOMEHOW PROUD OF IT .WE ARE SHORT OF WILL POWER AND SHORT OF BALLS TO ACCPET SOME THINGS ARE OUR FAULTS . WE ACTIVELY ARE CAPABLE TO BLAME AND COMPLAIN ABOUT THINGS AND BLAME IT ON SOMEONE ELSE . THAT IS WHAT WE ARE HEADING TOWARDS . BLAME ALL YOU WANT . BLAME WHOEVER YOU WANT . BUT CONSEQUENCES WILL COME FINDING YOU . SHIVA WILL OPEN THIRD EYE . RUDRAM WON'T BE ENOUGH THIS TIME TO SOOTHE HIM .

WE ARE COMITTING UNSPEAKABLE SINS . WE ARE DESTROYING MANY LIVES OF KIDS BY FILLING THEIR MINDS WITH ALL SORT OF SENSELESS STUFF . WE LIVE TO PURSUE SOULLESS CAREERS . STUDY IN EDUCATION LESS COLLEGES  .

BACK IN TIME I ONCE READ A ANSWER TO QUESTION , THE QUESTION WAS ABOUT HOW TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE OF MISERABLE . THE ANSWER WAS : study and pursue education for money , marry for sex and then in the end once your life is hell you can just blame it everyone else that its their fault not yours to make it more miserable than miserable .

So why am I talking about all this . Why am I ranting on about something this long ? what is the endgame ?
It is painful to notice that parents are incapable of parenting by themselves but turn towards some one else to tell them how children should be raised . They make their kids go though hell and say  that is way to do it . They assume if kid is it getting 99 out 100 then there is something seriously wrong that he is missing that one mark . Then they will consult a coaching centre or someone else to teach their no no not teach but to make them get that one mark .
THERE are teens who are committing suicides that they did not nail some exam or some mark . They don't see the important thing in life is not that . Nobody has a outlook these days . We just indulge ourselves into false beliefs and prove ourselves something . We raise our children and let them cultivate double standards . There is no purpose in education any more. Students and yeah not just them but everyone loves cheating . YEAH CHEATING . THAT IS WHAT WE ARE PLANTING IN KIDS' MINDS . NOT SO RECENTLY SOME KID ASKED ME THAT WHEN I WAS PLAYING A GAME IN MY PC . I WAS LOSING THAT LEVEL SO MANY TIMES BUT I WAS CONSTANTLY  TRYING TO BEAT THAT LEVEL FOR SO LONG . THE KID CHEEKILY SAYS 'WHY DON'T YOU TYPE THE CHEAT AND WIN THAT LEVEL ' . I HOARSELY RESPONDED THAT THEN THERE IS NO FUN IN THE GAME .
WELL NOW LET ME TELL YOU THAT THIS IS NOT THE REASON THAT I SPOKE ABOUT  CHEATING . STUDENTS DON'T GET THE LOGIC OF EDUCATION IS TO LEARN A THING OR TWO . BUT FROM THEIR PERSPECTIVE IT IS FOR A EXAM OR IT IS FOR GETTING MARKS OR JOBS .THEY BELIEVE THAT VERY MUCH . SO MOSTLY THAT IS BEGINNING OF CHEATING . THE NEXT PHASE COMES WHEN THEY THINK EVEN THIS PREPARATION IS WASTE OF TIME AND THEY THINK EDUCATION IS NOT UNDERSTANDING BUT MEMORIZING THINGS BY HEART TO GET MARKS . THEN THIS PERSPECTIVE GOES FURTHER THAT THIS IS ONLY REQUIRED FOR EXAM SO WE WILL MEMORIZE IT DAY BEFORE EXAM . TO TOP IT ALL TEACHERS DON'T EVEN TEACH TEXTBOOKS BUT MEMORIZING INSTEAD AND THEY WILL TAKE EXTRA CLASSES IN END BEFORE EXAMS TO COMPLETE SYLLABUS  .

SO THE POINT IS DIABOLICAL . THE POINT OF EXAM IS TO TEST YOUR KNOWLEDGE YOU GATHERED BY UNDERSTANDING THE GIST OF SUBJECT AND GRADE YOUR APPLICATION LEVEL ACCORDINGLY . BUT INSTEAD WE CHEAT BY JUST MEMORIZING BY HEART AND JUST VOMITING IT ON EXAM TIME SO THAT WE GET MARKS .


WHERE AM I GOING WITH ALL THIS . FOR STARTERS I DID COMPLETE THAT LEVEL IN THAT GAME TWO MONTHS LATER . THE POINT IS I DIDN'T GIVE UP TRYING UNTIL I UNDID MY MISTAKE .
There are many people I saw whom had dreams they had but never pursued them or abandoned them suddenly . They say they dreamt about doing that or this but in time they will throw it all away and say they need to earn money or pursue career or whatever .
WE don't dare to follow our dreams . We are too afraid of judgement sometimes.
THE POINT . THE ULTIMATE POINT I NEED TO CONVEY HERE IS THAT : WELL ,,,GIMME DRUMROLL ,, COS' WHAT EVERYONE IS PLAGUED WITH IS :


THE ILLUSION OF SATISFACTION

WE keep ourselves  in a illusion by keeping goals that we think will satisfy us . But we will never be . These illusions are simple like I will study hard to get marks and that will do it ,my life will go to great heights . When we get it we are not satisfied then we start on the next . Say, I will try hard to get that job . When we get the job we say I need that promotion then my life is great . It just goes on .



That is what it is . Decay . Decaying choice . Decaying dreams . Decaying .
There is no point in explaining why anyone will be like this . As I said many things imply everybody these days .
Seriously we need to consider somethings about where these things are leading us .
Many need to reconsider and retrospect in life that there are many things at large in life which are more important . And if you lose touch with them those things will go out of your hand and you will never get hold of them  . Do not let go of hope .

FROM STEPHEN KING'S STAND : There is no hope but there is mount hope .

I was walking up a road while suddenly I came to a point of realization .