Intriguing systems

The difference between my 10th and intermediate is as big as between star and a black hole .  Until tenth I thought beyond it I will get to learn more intriguing things . Not sooner I found out one never gets to learn anything in intermediate . Once I faced people going to intermediate or anything else I found that one person's aspiration is the one that some other guy had . So simply put the axiom is:

" society's aspirations are people's aspirations " . People dream something every one calls a dream . 

 

Individuals have no idea about their paths life ( no pun intended) . Adding more to this abnormal situation corporate college's fueling  this cremation of individual  aspirations . Parents crave for corporate colleges . Parents add a vile sentence to it saying : our kids follow their dreams . Seriously ! What dream ? Mega wads of money?. Any way I don't know if they really mean that . Parents have their own terms for joining kid in corporate colleges because studeeesss( according to parental slang you should spell the ending like say hisss) are good there or he does write tons of objective exams or he writes many model exams for his board or  he prepares  every day . Seriously ! How does writing exams or drooling 24/7 in classroom determine his aptitude or behavior or his later excellence in life.

As I said in my previous posts my interest in genetics always made me think that advancing further I will see more things and at a point I get to know max things about it . When I was in tenth I functioned like that hyper eagerness of finding new things and all. I actively played and interacted . It was cool learning without hesitation . There were no percentages for what to study and there never were . Like that without third party references I got a very good percentage . 

Wait ! This is where candy floss burns into ashes . Then suddenly everyhing burns because of one damned thing : percentages are introduced ( citation from rush(movie)) . 

That is when I was introduced to hell on earth. What momentum that must be picked up and project into the sky wasn't nurtured ? It decelerated directly toward the ground . Restlessness prevailed . More restlessness prevailed . Darkness and darkness only were left . There was no delight in lessons nor 

Delight of being there . It was like falling into a black hole . 

Why such insecurity prevails in education ? Why should one spend two years of life disease stricken and restless without relishing the joy of education? Who is responsible for destruction of lakhs of students joining annually in those colleges but make nothing out of it ?

Intriguing relation

Inspiration comes in many ways . For example in fountainhead there is a scene in first chapter of fourth part of the book . In that scene a boy who wants to write music is struggling inside and he wants to find music as music itself . He asks men  to just show their   acheivement  and the knowledge will give him courage for his work . This is that following line : "“Let me see that in one single act of man on earth. Let me see it made real. Let me see the answer to the promise of that music. Not servants nor those served; not altars and immolations; but the final, the fulfilled, innocent of pain. Don't help me or serve me, but let me see it once, because I need it. Don't work for my happiness, my brothers--show me yours--show me that it is possible--show me your achievement--and the knowledge will give me courage for mine.” When he sees monadnock valley of Howard Roark he asks him that who built it , when Roark says it was Roark himself who built the resort . Then the boy says : THANK YOU ,and leaves with his bicycle . Well the boy got his inspiration from Howard Roark and his acheivement .

Well to me in every instance of my life I should say THANK YOU to MY GRANDMOTHER because she is the sole strongest inspiration in my life . Her life and herself solely greatest inspiration and its single act of inspiration on earth and the  knowledge always gave me courage for me . We share a extraordinary bond . I learnt a great many things from her . As I already said before I say that my school life is the coolest school life . There is another reason because it will always  coolest and was cool for me and it is because of my Grandmother . She is the greatest teacher I've had ever seen . Most people live to know about one subject boast like they had analyzed everything in the world .Well I always thought that one should always preserve the spoon of oil while enjoying everything . Please note this I never realized this through "The alchemist" and I realized that long before I even read the book but in different context .My grandmother taught biology , physics , chemistry , English ,and great lot many things . She also taught something one can rarely learn from anyone and that is : LIFE. I was always fascinated by her proficiency in many different fields . So I at that inculcated the fact to myself that even if one chooses a field which doesn't connect with one's he knew before , that doesn't mean one should dump and forget other things he knew . He should also be updated with other things likely with his own interest.That is why still today I always explore and learn physics and mathematics and many other things . She is a great narrator of stories and lesons . Her lessons always captivated me and provided me the interest to learn more and read more books . From Sherlock Holmes to Atlas shrugged it is because of her I got to develop book reading habit . My best friend ever is my grandmother and our bond is that deep that this photo defines it. I always share whatever I read and when I was in between 7th or 8 th I completed Mahabharata of rajagopalachari  then I wrote that on the book . 

I used to travel with her many times and those were greatest times for me . I still remember as a kid I used to preach her while she was sleeping by decorating her with flowers . In 16 years of life every morning I know she never missed her routine . She is always organized . She always shown me how to stand tough with your values even in toughest times . She nurtured me into the person who I am now . She made me take correct roads in life . No matter how many books I read the greatest inspiration I will ever draw will be from my Grand mother . 

Well mamaaji ,Thank you for being such great inspiration.  Eternal thank you 's  for our Intriguing relation .